An AVerage day as a man lost in his own intellect

i got some issues that nobody can see and all of theses emotions are just pouring out i bring them to the light for you its only right

my heart is an open sour that i hope heals soon because my iisues there aking over me my heart is turning dark the light is not even braking through the smog of the hate anymore shit my eyes close as my bacc turns too the happy times my mind expands i grow older it shows me i have to expand more that it but i got expand what i do i gotta expand my actions i gotta indulge more in what i think because what i think is so amazing the things i want and can do seems like im from another universe but in my mind when i close my eyes it opens up and your all there bare and true not marked by society with its filth and corruption i understand tho clothes makes the man well i wish i could go naked because if you knew who i was you would be amzed the mind that this you man carries with him the pain and the weight i hide behind a smile the biggest on every day if i said i was happy that would more that the saddest lie it would be the deepest cut when i close my eyes it see night mares that tear me up i see visions of failure and hatred i see death and fakes i see all these snakes in the garden be real nigga i keep my stress as a pill for strength i love me and my family im proud and cocky what other dont make me you horrible people disgusting look in the mirror one day we all the same but we put on different faces and clothes it hurts sometimes but i walk with the heart of a lion and the mind of divine but who am i in your eyes that guy who makes no affect in your life i dont wanna make one as yall would say you would have thought that anyone cared that much ya looks account for so littlein a real mans mind stop fuccing with the boys and step up dont be sophisticated and stay in a group thats childish a good woman is very rare and good men r loosing what makes them good this world is truly going down the drain damn my soul is being taken down with it but my spirit and mind will not let me fall they pulling me out i can see pass these evils but i cant fins happiness my smile is not amazing its impossible cause i dont have one i have a front that looks like one thanks who ever reads this your a true friend r a real person